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Oww I still don’t fuckin kno why my tricep hurts so much like it even hurts to lift my phone off the bed next to me and even open doors

And I only have one more day to rest and then it’s back to more hell. As much as I love work it’s incredibly frustrating only being able to rely on myself and have to constantly check other people’s work just to make sure things are at least sellable. It’s disgusting and pathetic and lazy and I’m sick of it. Yes I could give 100% and work in high gear and get everything done myself like breakfast and batters but I could barely last three days doing that.

But yea. I’m pulling myself out of bed long enough tomorrow to do my laundry and shower but I’m staying in bed all day tomorrow I really need it :(

So I guess it could work out but I gotta find a better way to tighten the curl and keep it in place and see if something other than my steamer would work cuz I hit the first while working on the second and it started to loosen up. But I suppose it could work out and even if I get a wig Luka’s length it’s not that heavy, the weight of a normal long wig

So I guess it could work out but I gotta find a better way to tighten the curl and keep it in place and see if something other than my steamer would work cuz I hit the first while working on the second and it started to loosen up. But I suppose it could work out and even if I get a wig Luka’s length it’s not that heavy, the weight of a normal long wig

Maybe I’ll try playing around with my old Luka wig and try fake dreads on it

Wouldn’t that be something if I could get it to work? That would be nice cuz I could redo my Mink wig and actually wear it without getting a headache and it falling off my head because it’s so heavy. Not even almost an entire pack of bobby pins kept it on

But yea that would be nice to have something to keep my mind busy for a while cuz I feel like shit and crying again

Well I got my hat done already, the same one I started lat night around nine or ten lol

And it actually looks good on me! So perhaps I’ll make a few more in different colors and color patterns!

I know I should get up but god I don’t wanna face anybody

But turns out I’m super sore still and should prolly take a bath or shower and yknow get all the grime off from yesterday

But I don’t feel like leaving bed. Ugh it’s warm today and that means I should prolly wear shorts or a skirt or a dress but god I don’t ducking wanna show any skin! If I could sit inside at the party and wear a hoodie and jeans without overheating I would in a heartbeat!